People have been asking – “but how are you doing all this?” – this, referring to my blog, maintaining a website, doing a certificate III & IV in fitness AND raising two babies, the answer is so complex I don’t even know where to begin! I’m tireddd…
It’s not that I owe anyone an explanation, I went from being mentally abused for five years and saying sorry for every little thing that went wrong – regardless if it was my fault or not, to knowing my worth and not justifying every action because I feel uncomfortable. It took a bloody long time for the tables to turn… it wasn’t until I was a few years into growing my brand that I felt the weight being lifted off my shoulders. While I’m sitting here I will write what comes to me… which has been hard for all of January (I scheduled a month of posts so I kept my presence over the New Year).
For starters I have two really well behaved boys (even when there being little shitbags), I really was blessed! I mean – Jack sleeps 12-13 hours a night & Harry is up once still but when I go to bed I put a bottle in his cot so he doesn’t wake me… it’s pretty cool – babies are smart miniature humans…
I started my blog as I felt there was more for me in this life than to only be a stay at home mum, I mean, I have a pretty full on story to share with the world, not to mention I’m as blunt as my kitchen knives – which makes for a good laugh… It helps that I absolutly love writing! I started a book on my story which has been put on hold till after I finish my certificate III & IV in fitness.
YES I know, I tried to conqure too much at once… but that’s just it! I’M A CONQUEROR! Yes – I do need to just focus on one thing, smash it out and then move on to the next… HOWEVER – tell that to all the squirrels running around in my head, I mean, Hammy out of Over the Hedge ain’t got anything on me! ANDDD add a brain injury on top… Yeah – people think I’m crazy, but that’s their problem. It’s not my problem how people perceive me.
Oh yeah, back to telling you about what I’m trying to achieve… So I just started a certificate III & IV in fitness and I have a year to finish that and I have a few ideas brewing but they’re not quite ready yet. I’m thinking then move on to nutritional science and furthering my education because like Tony Robbins said – the more that I learn the more I can help people or something like that…
Anyways… that’s a bit about what I AM going to achieve… stay tuned for more!
Aquo Xx